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Dec. 17th, 2009


I'm pretty sure my fish has superpowers. I just sprinkled a little bit of fish food into his tank and he started zipping around like the fucking Flash! O_o I didn't even know it was possible for a fish to move that fast.

Dec. 15th, 2009

Moving Again

So, one minute I'm in school and everyone says I'll probably stay here until I graduate, and then suddenly I'm out of school for no reason and all, and now I'm moving in with my brother who I hardly know in Eugene Oregon. This is weird. I never expected him to say I could live with him. He has a wife and two kids as well, and the few times I saw his wife I got the impression that she hated me, but that was years ago and I guess she must be ok with me now, or she would have agreed to...let me live in her house. Ok, I'm still not over the weirdness of it all.
I'll probably be moving in this Saturday, I hear. It's odd that I was always fine living with the people I'm living with now, who aren't related to me at all, and yet I'm terrified to live with my own brother. It's just that I don't KNOW him! I only remember seeing him five or six times in my life. I'll get to bring my fish, Sophroniscus, to keep me company though, and it'll be nice to have my own room again. No more living in the corner of the laundry room for me! =D

Dec. 7th, 2009

And All Was Happiness and Joy! =D

I got a netbook! A friend bought it for me, that is. It's all cute and little and awesome. This is my first computer. My happiness in inexpressible. The only issue is that those useless little fuckers made it so I have to buy an upgraded version of windows to be able to change my background and such, and if I can't find some illegal way around this I'm going to stab bitches.

Regarding My Awesome Skillz

Does breaking into my sister's apartment with a dull pocket knife qualify me as a ninja?


All these obese people make me want to stab myself in the eye.

I start at my new (alternative) school tomorrow. Or today, rather, seeing as how it's 1am. It'll be nice to only have to go for three hours and work at my own pace and all that. I'm not looking forward to being around teenagers again though after this nice little two week break I've had.

Anyways, I got two goldfish and I named them Sophroniscus and Diogenes. Only I would give a fish a name I had to fucking google the pronunciation for...

I'm extremely tired and burned out right now, and I'm really not sure why I'm even on the computer. I'm going to sleep now.

Dec. 3rd, 2009


Well I finally escaped from school. That is, I'm going to start going to the alternative school as soon as the idiots call me and tell me that the other dude signed the paper and I'm fully registered and whatnot. I only have to go to that school for three hours a day, and I work at my own pace which means I can finish three years of high school in about a year and a half if I work hard. Then again, I'll probably just get my GED as soon as I turn 16 in about 8 months. I would have done it already, but the stupid fuckers are too strict with their age limits. As if I'm going to be that much more intelligent and prepared eight months from now. Ok, scratch that. I totally will.

In other news, I've been smoking copious amounts of pot lately and I'm pretty sure I should stop right about now. I was stoned for eight days in a row over thanksgiving break. The thing is, I really do prefer being able to think clearly and function properly. The only time I truly enjoy being stoned or drunk or whatever is when I'm doing it to escape my problems like a fucking sissy. I am a sad, sad little human being. And by sad I mean pathetic, because there's nothing even remotely tragic about me.

Everyone should just run away from home and roam the earth, creating a mass amount of chaos and confusion. Just to stir things up.

Oct. 23rd, 2009

Well, there go a few more brain cells.

Why does shit always fall on my head when I'm trying to sleep?
Seriously, I just turned off my lamp and pulled the blankets over me, and then a deer/elk/whatever-it-was-from horn (that I didn't even know was there) fell off the wall and hit me in the head. It would have been fine, and I would have just stuck it somewhere and went back to sleep, but while I was holding my head and rocking back and forth I pulled my hand away and noticed there was blood on it, and then it was dripping from my head and that kind of scared me. Dx So I put a rag on it and stuff but now I'm on here ranting about it because I can't sleep due to a massive fucking headache and stinging pain. GODDAMIT I have shitty luck. And I was really looking forward to getting some sleep. -_-
Oh well, I'm going to stop complaining and go find some pain medication now.

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I think I may have just lost the only real friend I've ever had, and I don't even know why.
Then again, it's surprising that she even put up with me for this long. I knew it was only a matter of time before she stopped liking me.
Doesn't matter that much, I guess. Life is just as useless when you're not alone, unless you're delusional. I just don't really like the feeling of aloneness.

Oct. 21st, 2009


So I found out what happened to the girl that disappeared yesterday morning.
She got kicked out because she forgot to take the knife off her belt loop. I don't know how long she's suspended for though because I still haven't talked to her.
I'm going to call her right now, actually.

Oct. 20th, 2009


I left my damn memory card in a computer at school! That thing has all my shit on it from my touch phone! (even some journal entries from when i didn't have my notebook with me Dx) If someone finds that, I think I might actually cry. Please don't let anyone find it... I pretty much started hyperventilating when I realized it was gone, and I know I might be over reacting but this is one of the worst things that could have happened in my opinion. Other than leaving my notebook somewhere. FUCK. Fuck fuck fuck.
Yea, I'm sure it'll help if I just repeat the word fuck about ten times. :/
Well, in other news, I bleached my hair yesterday and I'm about to add all the colors of the rainbow to it. I also spent the night with two of my friends last night, and before we went home we saw an old friend of mine who gave us over an ounce of weed! In a jar. So we smoked some of it, and then one of them cooked some brownies with a bunch of the leaves and ate some. She was pretty sick in the morning. Threw up, I believe. So she didn't come to school. Then the other girl brought some with her to school, and she disappeared after first period. Still don't know what happened to her. All I can say is I'm glad I didn't eat any of them (I'm on a 2 week liquid fast, or I totally would have).
Ok, time to go add rainbow to my hair before I forget.
But damn it, I can't stop thinking about my memory card...

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